Moving on/Moving out

The feelings that I carry for this house & everyone in it are flowing through me all at once, and soon I doubt I'll be able to hold back the weight I carry for this place. Okay, let me take a step back. My current place of living will soon be coming to an end...

Personas

At times I feel like a whole different person from the Rushi that last wrote on here back in April, and then I realize that I kinda am. In all honesty, I'm sure I change a fair amount as a person in between each of my posts considering how separated they are, six years later,...

Waiting For Something

It’s interesting how we’re always waiting for something. Waiting around for this week to end, for the weekend to begin, for your next big event, for a shift to come to a closure after a long day, etc. Weirdly though as soon as that thing we were waiting on so graciously for finally comes &...

(Sept 25th, 2021)

Have you ever had the thought "This is really my life?" not in any sorta bad way or good even, just the simple vanilla thought. Well, I do from time to time, I think mainly because of the fact that I'm at that turning point in life where my teen years are finally behind me, forever....

Post-2021 (Whosrushi)

Honestly with this most recent scattered hiatus I've frequently asked myself if I am even the same Rushi who started this blog in the first place. I feel as though the name of my blog gains more and more meaning as time passes, in a sense I created the blog to discover who is Rushi,...

Satisfaction

I remember when I was little all I used to want was a "spinny chair", now I have a desk chair conveniently in my room next to my bed. I remember back when I first started driving all I wanted was a car newer than the year 2000, now I have an 07' and a...

1990somthin

I find it weird that I was born during a time in which I know nothing about, "the 90's" seem so distant from now. Although I'm often referred to as "young" I feel as though I have been on this earth for quite sometime now despite the fact I have no recollection of said 90's....

Where’sRushi

From falling flat on my good arm against some metal steps to gulibly falling for an over-the-phone scam, I'd say my thursday this time around has been nothing but entertaining to say the least. How is losing $170 entertaining you may be asking? Well, it's not. That's just how I've been treating problems as of...

A Contradiction

I find it insane how residing in the moment is the only way to shield one's self from the self-destructive thoughts the mind can feed us. Not to say that existing in this very moment is a complex challenge, it's actually an easy act just turning off your mind, but those moments where I slip...

Mystery Blogger Award

Apparently I've been nominated for a Mystery Blogger Award by non other than fellow blogger Moya her/himself (sorry I don't know your gender as of now and don't wanna take a guess on it.) What was it that drove Moya to include my somewhat blue style of blogging on her list of nominees beats me,...