A Contradiction

I find it insane how residing in the moment is the only way to shield one's self from the self-destructive thoughts the mind can feed us. Not to say that existing in this very moment is a complex challenge, it's actually an easy act just turning off your mind, but those moments where I slip...

Mystery Blogger Award

Apparently I've been nominated for a Mystery Blogger Award by non other than fellow blogger Moya her/himself (sorry I don't know your gender as of now and don't wanna take a guess on it.) What was it that drove Moya to include my somewhat blue style of blogging on her list of nominees beats me,...

Past, Death, & Reality

Honestly the only thing fully holding me back from becoming “one with the moment” and believing that the past truly does not exist (anymore) is the reality of death. I refuse to accept that my friends just don’t exist anymore due to them being apart of the past. Apparently the past is nothing more than...

Nevada

My stay in Nevada was such a different time compared to now, different friends, different rules, different environment, and just a different life as a whole. As much as I dreaded the mental aspects of my life out there in the state of Nevada I appreciate the experiences I had, the experience of living in...

Pano

While hiking the mountains with a friend during this quarantine I decided to attempt some wide-angle/panoramic shots for the first time in quite a while. Needless to say I dig the way they came out for the most part. I’m no photographer, just some kid with a camera Big shout out to my boy for...

Still Getting There

How is it that all of my past few days (weeks) have felt so painfully stagnant yet I feel that so much in my life is drastically changing. So much has happened since 2017, as I'm sure has for every conscious being on this moving rock, change is inevitable and constant, I really appreciate the...

Melancholy.

So I know this girl. Who's currently on the run to Las Vegas for the weekend. One spontaneous decision at 7pm and now they're miles & miles away in the city of Sin. She's not really one to make impulsive judgments, especially not when it involves leaving the municipality, let alone the state. Which is...

Life Events, And Where I’ve Been

Its kinda crazy how drastically life can change in an instant, 365 days to be exact. I’m a whole different person living a whole different life than I was three hundred sixty-five days ago, Its kinda mind-boggling how quick it all happens. This past year 19′ has been a time, that’s forsure. I’ve learned plenty...