(Sept 25th, 2021)

Have you ever had the thought "This is really my life?" not in any sorta bad way or good even, just the simple vanilla thought. Well, I do from time to time, I think mainly because of the fact that I'm at that turning point in life where my teen years are finally behind me, forever....

A Contradiction

I find it insane how residing in the moment is the only way to shield one's self from the self-destructive thoughts the mind can feed us. Not to say that existing in this very moment is a complex challenge, it's actually an easy act just turning off your mind, but those moments where I slip...

Past, Death, & Reality

Honestly the only thing fully holding me back from becoming “one with the moment” and believing that the past truly does not exist (anymore) is the reality of death. I refuse to accept that my friends just don’t exist anymore due to them being apart of the past. Apparently the past is nothing more than...

End

When the end comes, Ill be ready. End of what you may ask? This life I guess, now this Isnt some rant about how Im ready to die and life's worthless "this & that", but more of just my thoughts as I get closer and closer to closure. Im nowhere close to "the end" or...