Personas

At times I feel like a whole different person from the Rushi that last wrote on here back in April, and then I realize that I kinda am. In all honesty, I'm sure I change a fair amount as a person in between each of my posts considering how separated they are, six years later,... Continue Reading →

Waiting For Something

It’s interesting how we’re always waiting for something. Waiting around for this week to end, for the weekend to begin, for your next big event, for a shift to come to a closure after a long day, etc. Weirdly though as soon as that thing we were waiting on so graciously for finally comes &... Continue Reading →

(Sept 25th, 2021)

Have you ever had the thought "This is really my life?" not in any sorta bad way or good even, just the simple vanilla thought. Well, I do from time to time, I think mainly because of the fact that I'm at that turning point in life where my teen years are finally behind me, forever.... Continue Reading →

Satisfaction

I remember when I was little all I used to want was a "spinny chair", now I have a desk chair conveniently in my room next to my bed. I remember back when I first started driving all I wanted was a car newer than the year 2000, now I have an 07' and a... Continue Reading →

1990somthin

I find it weird that I was born during a time in which I know nothing about, "the 90's" seem so distant from now. Although I'm often referred to as "young" I feel as though I have been on this earth for quite sometime now despite the fact I have no recollection of said 90's.... Continue Reading →

Where’sRushi

From falling flat on my good arm against some metal steps to gulibly falling for an over-the-phone scam, I'd say my thursday this time around has been nothing but entertaining to say the least. How is losing $170 entertaining you may be asking? Well, it's not. That's just how I've been treating problems as of... Continue Reading →

A Contradiction

I find it insane how residing in the moment is the only way to shield one's self from the self-destructive thoughts the mind can feed us. Not to say that existing in this very moment is a complex challenge, it's actually an easy act just turning off your mind, but those moments where I slip... Continue Reading →

Past, Death, & Reality

Honestly the only thing fully holding me back from becoming “one with the moment” and believing that the past truly does not exist (anymore) is the reality of death. I refuse to accept that my friends just don’t exist anymore due to them being apart of the past. Apparently the past is nothing more than... Continue Reading →

Nevada

My stay in Nevada was such a different time compared to now, different friends, different rules, different environment, and just a different life as a whole. As much as I dreaded the mental aspects of my life out there in the state of Nevada I appreciate the experiences I had, the experience of living in... Continue Reading →

Life Events, And Where I’ve Been

Its kinda crazy how drastically life can change in an instant, 365 days to be exact. I’m a whole different person living a whole different life than I was three hundred sixty-five days ago, Its kinda mind-boggling how quick it all happens. This past year 19′ has been a time, that’s forsure. I’ve learned plenty... Continue Reading →

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