Moving on/Moving out

The feelings that I carry for this house & everyone in it are flowing through me all at once, and soon I doubt I'll be able to hold back the weight I carry for this place. Okay, let me take a step back. My current place of living will soon be coming to an end...

Satisfaction

I remember when I was little all I used to want was a "spinny chair", now I have a desk chair conveniently in my room next to my bed. I remember back when I first started driving all I wanted was a car newer than the year 2000, now I have an 07' and a...

1990somthin

I find it weird that I was born during a time in which I know nothing about, "the 90's" seem so distant from now. Although I'm often referred to as "young" I feel as though I have been on this earth for quite sometime now despite the fact I have no recollection of said 90's....

A Contradiction

I find it insane how residing in the moment is the only way to shield one's self from the self-destructive thoughts the mind can feed us. Not to say that existing in this very moment is a complex challenge, it's actually an easy act just turning off your mind, but those moments where I slip...

Past, Death, & Reality

Honestly the only thing fully holding me back from becoming “one with the moment” and believing that the past truly does not exist (anymore) is the reality of death. I refuse to accept that my friends just don’t exist anymore due to them being apart of the past. Apparently the past is nothing more than...

On the Road to Riches

My head's been stuck on loop regarding a conversation that occurred between a few friends and I the other day. Thinking back at it now, it wasn't even really a "conversation," more of a rant on A's part and the rest of us were just listening and chiming in every now&then to elaborate on his...