Personas

At times I feel like a whole different person from the Rushi that last wrote on here back in April, and then I realize that I kinda am. In all honesty, I'm sure I change a fair amount as a person in between each of my posts considering how separated they are, six years later,... Continue Reading →

Waiting For Something

It’s interesting how we’re always waiting for something. Waiting around for this week to end, for the weekend to begin, for your next big event, for a shift to come to a closure after a long day, etc. Weirdly though as soon as that thing we were waiting on so graciously for finally comes &... Continue Reading →

Satisfaction

I remember when I was little all I used to want was a "spinny chair", now I have a desk chair conveniently in my room next to my bed. I remember back when I first started driving all I wanted was a car newer than the year 2000, now I have an 07' and a... Continue Reading →

1990somthin

I find it weird that I was born during a time in which I know nothing about, "the 90's" seem so distant from now. Although I'm often referred to as "young" I feel as though I have been on this earth for quite sometime now despite the fact I have no recollection of said 90's.... Continue Reading →

A Contradiction

I find it insane how residing in the moment is the only way to shield one's self from the self-destructive thoughts the mind can feed us. Not to say that existing in this very moment is a complex challenge, it's actually an easy act just turning off your mind, but those moments where I slip... Continue Reading →

Past, Death, & Reality

Honestly the only thing fully holding me back from becoming “one with the moment” and believing that the past truly does not exist (anymore) is the reality of death. I refuse to accept that my friends just don’t exist anymore due to them being apart of the past. Apparently the past is nothing more than... Continue Reading →

Nevada

My stay in Nevada was such a different time compared to now, different friends, different rules, different environment, and just a different life as a whole. As much as I dreaded the mental aspects of my life out there in the state of Nevada I appreciate the experiences I had, the experience of living in... Continue Reading →

Still Getting There

How is it that all of my past few days (weeks) have felt so painfully stagnant yet I feel that so much in my life is drastically changing. So much has happened since 2017, as I'm sure has for every conscious being on this moving rock, change is inevitable and constant, I really appreciate the... Continue Reading →

21 Thoughts on 21 Topics: Halloween

Ahh, my all-time least favorite holiday arises from the depths of time once again. Being as it is around the corner (tonight of writing this) I thought I'd make the next 21 Topics series on the infamous Holiday that seems to last a month. Honestly, I can't seem to find the same enjoyment that everyone... Continue Reading →

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